Pasii ei se pierd pe cararea timpului, si lasa in urma lor urme de lacrimi si tristeti. E trista ca o zi ploioasa de toamna tarzie, dar ramane mereu cu speranta ca poate Soarele va rasari din nou pe strada ei, in sufletul ei. In camera ei, totul e negru, si-n casti se aude stins "i always been a fighter, but without i give up" ....pus pe repeat, pentru a asculta la nesfarsit melodia care spunea tot ce simtea ea, felul in care ea iubea, in care ea il iubea pe el.

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby -
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
- Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you -
Always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, I will love you baby -
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day -
Always
If you told me to cry for you I could
If you told me to die for you I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price
I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby -
Always
And I'll be there forever and a day
- Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you
- Always

Si fiecare lacrima din ochii ei o jupuieste de vie, o rastigneste, intr-o lume vie, unde toata lumea e fericita, numai ea lacrimeaza la fiecare pas si se gandeste la el. Fiecare zambet pe care il primeste ii aminteste de el, dar ea nu mai stie sa mai zambeasca ... e pustiita, si trista....si ...singura.....

Dupa o vreme inveti diferenta subtila dintre a tine pe cineva de mana si a incatusa sufletul cuiva,Si mai inveti ca dragostea nu inseamna sprijin si compania nu inseamna siguranta,Si incepi sa inveti ca saruturile nu inseamnacontacte, si nici cadourile promisiuni,Si incepi sa-ti accepti infrangerile cu fruntea sus si cu ochii deschisi, cu demnitate de adult, nu cu amaraciune de copil,Si inveti sa-ti construiesti drumurile de azi pentru ca terenul de maine este prea nesigur pentru planuri,Dupa o vreme inveti ca pana si raza de soare te parjoleste daca incerci sa obtii prea mult de la ea.Asa ca sadeste-ti singur gradina si impodobeste-ti singur sufletul, nu astepta sa-ti aduca altcineva flori.Si invata ca poti sa rabzi, cu adevarat . Caci chiar esti puternic,Si atunci chiar inseamna ca esti cineva."

Ea se uita la clepsidra timpului...se scurge timpul....a mai numarat niste ani de scoala. Miercuri o sa fie coplesita de emotiile care vor vrea sa-i iasa din piept....sa zboare, sa urle de fericire, sau de tristete. Miercuri e cursul festiv. Va pasi cu nesiguranta in sala, se va aseza cuminte in banca, imbracata elegant si cu roba pe ea. Va astepta sa-i fie strigat numele....se va ridica...va pasi in nesiguranta in fata tuturor (spera sa nu se impiedice, si sa aduca pe fata tuturor zambete si rasete). isi va lua diploma, isi va primi floarea, va fi aplaudata de toata lumea. Oare cum e sa fii "venerat" de toata lumea? sa fii aplaudat de sute de oameni?
Timpul asta zboara, si incepe "the final countdown" (europe) .... si-si va dori sa "break free".
E fericita....in sfarsit facultatea s-a terminat. Din ce si-a propus acum 2 ani cand el a plecat a dus la bun sfarsit totul. are diploma de ghid de turism/de agent de turism. facultatea o termina.
e fericita...in sfarsit!